Graduation! Again...

So, I graduated AGAIN! For the last time I think...it was a lovely evening at a beautiful setting on the beach of La Jolla. It was bittersweet for me, I have so many emotions now and so many life changes. I was emotional that night, even though I know that Southern California isn't where my family and I are supposed to be, it is still harder to leave than I had expected. I've spent 8 years here and have made some great friends. I feel like I am sharing the experience of being a new mom with so many friends here that it is hard to leave that support. I'm also starting a new job...out of training (scary!) and still wonder if I've chosen the right place and practice setting. Gary just told me that he is dying for adventure...I am just dying to be done with work so I can take care of Rox. For the first time, we are on separate pages. But, to be fair, he had stayed home with her full time for 5 months...he is looking for something more just as I knew he would.Roxanna is growing up before my eyes. I haven't been blogging because I've made a special journal for her that I spend my time writing in. She is beautiful and my purest joy. How did I ever not want this? To be a mom is the best thing I have ever done.